day 83. just give me a reason. by pink & nate ruess.
here’s the truth that I’m not quite ready to admit to
myself, let alone you. I don’t need someone to walk me home. I am not scared to
walk home alone at night or in the sunlight. I just want to spend more time
with you.
it’s just not fair that lovesick feels the same whether you
are falling in, falling out, worried, nervous, anxious, elated. it’s the SAME
feeling. and it’s either the worst or the best depending on the situation.
I’m feeling now just like a felt a couple months ago when someone
ripped my heart out and I couldn’t eat or sleep or sit still waiting for the
feeling to just pass and it did pass. I knew it would. but I don’t think this
will. or at least not quite so easily. because when that happened, you were the
only person I wanted to talk to. and even though I didn’t admit it even then,
that’s when I knew this was going to be a major problem. & of COURSE that is definitely me overreacting. this could be a GREAT thing or it will fizzle and I will be fine because i always am.
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